A very good friend of mine once told me: “If you don’t know where to start, just start where
you are.”
And so I’m going to start with my ride home from another day of practicing neurosurgery. Today was a
13-hour day, in a string of 10+ hour days, and the day’s end found me walking
through downtown Seattle at 9pm with a grin. I gathered quite a few stares with my
attire: cowboy(girl) boots, aqua scrubs, and an outdoor coat from REI. It was
as if all of the fractured parts of a personality—my personality—were finally
coming together. The animal lover, the
outdoor adventurer, and the medical nerd.
I’ve spent time thinking about how someone gets good at
something, like really good. I’ve heard that it takes upwards of 10,000 hours to sufficiently
retain a unique and demanding skill and declare oneself somewhat of an “expert”
at it. I’ve heard that a Buddhist monk will spend 10,000 hours in silent
meditation before he or she feels they can adequately meditate. I’ve thought about that kind of discipline
and whether or not I would find something I could–-or would want
to—dedicate that much of my own precious life to.
That was years ago. Now, I know I could spend years
perfecting lightweight backpacking, long distance running, mountain viewing, meditating,
writing, philosophizing. But…nothing has seemed to satisfy my interest,
curiosity, and instill such a unique personal challenge quite like medicine.
That's awesome, Laura! I'm glad I finally took the time for myself to read these.
ReplyDeleteThanks, Maria! I appreciate you taking the time and, dang, I miss it over there.
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